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Omg i am so sick of my life today... >_<

So sorry to say this but there isn't anyone that knows what is going around in my head so if you think you know you DON'T!!! so stop pretending you know me cause i have learn many things about me in the couple of weeks and that is that there is only one fucking PERSON in this world that's really know me and me and the others thinks they know me but how wrong they are...

Like how many does know how i really feel they are just complaining Johanna do you have to sleep so much but guess what i want to sleep forever because then you don't feel the pain.. I know i should go to the hospital cause i have so much pain that i for real cry and still i am so afraid to go to the fuckin hospital and no one can make me go cause i don't tell anyone how i feel... Well no one would care about me and my pain.. trust me i have already try to tell some people and they are just talking about them self..

Then i have my grandma that always asking me when i will get a boyfriend and get married and have kids what the hell do i have to DO that i don't love anyone right now... or i do love someone but he is FOR FUCK SAKE MARRIED!!! Omg i should have played so many people cause they had so right that i would fall in love with someone that i can't have and now i have done it so happy people I am in love with him and when i think of him i really just want to cry i don't get it how can i cry when i know that he is with someone else that's so stupid to fell in love with someone that makes you cry!! Omg i hate my life so much!!!

why can't i feel real happiness for once!! i want to feel it but i will never feel it cause who can love the mean bitch that i am !!

Look what people that i have love has done with me they haven't been real love i know that now thanks to the married man that i can't get!

XoXo,
Johanna

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What has happen since last time i have smulan and her kittens here O_o poor my sofa smulan likes it to much -.- and i am yelling at her NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEJ inte soffan and are mad at her...

Well i really don't have anything to say O_o

Tired

Well today i am tired and still friends are annoying me about stuff..

1. if i don't want to talk about where i have been accept it! don't say that i have to be quiet about it, because it's not my problem if you ask me and i don't want to answer! so sick of people not respecting me any more!

2. Stop buggin me on facebook, cause if i am not online on the day why send me millions of things i kinda understand F and S on the applications, inbox and wall thing... well i might stop bugging them!

3. have only sleept 3 hours this night cause i was going on a trip that was great.. now i have some vanilla coke and cherry coke, love them..

4. i think i am in love with one that i will never get, shit why can't i fall in love with someone i can have?!

5. tomorrow i will just chill and go home cause now i am at my parents house and i don't like being here any more i just don't know why!

6. I miss some people in my life that i will never be able to speak with my grandpa miss him so it hurts... ooh still my baby Molle (cat) that i miss more and more.. Well now i will get two new babies one girl and one boy (cat) so i have to come up with names...

7. Why do i fell that no one really cares about me, the person Johanna... I kinda fell lonely and used by everyone, and then people don't respect me for the person i am.. okey some people does that i guess but sometimes i just fell that they don't do it.

8. I am pissed i missed spains game today! Hate it missed Torres hat-trick! and now i have to look up when England plays and spains next game so not gonna miss torres again!

9. Want to buy a new nokia to my self! just don't know what i want

10. now i will go to sleep my eyes are closing and i really want to sleep and just dream away and don't think about everything that i am thinking of! People would kill me if they knew was i was thinking about!

Well today my motto will be "worthless"

XoXo JoJo

O_o

okey it is strange got a page from a friend
www.sexdice.com

okey it's a good page and i love it... well might be cause of the person i got it from haha

Well what have i done lately i am good now at least just missing friends...

Well i have to go to the store too well i want someone to go and buy me the stuff so no tacos for me today!!

I am to lazy well i want some coke... aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr i have to go to the stupid store!!!

Blaha

well today i slept until 14,30 omg i never sleep so long well i guess that it's just because i have been having fever...


Oooh i have fallen in love with a guy and i have no idea what he have done with me...


oooh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan i can't even tell him that i like him o shit what should i do... probably run the other way so i don't have to talk to him again ever!!!


You are the sunshine in my world,
you are the reason i am here,
when i see you, you have the whole me,
when i touch me, you touch all of me,
when you hug me, i smell you for days,
i guess this is love, but what is love?


Well i can't write poems in english :/

Well i guess i have to figure out how to get the guy i really have fallen for out of my head!

/ Johanna

Well something has happen

Okey i don't know why everyone wants to read my blog.. well now i will start writing in english... well what has happen well i have gotten a job, and i have lost it cause i got sick!

Well then i have fallen in love with one guy, that i don't think that i will get.. oh this is hard... Cause i really has fallen for this guy >_< well nothing i wanted to do and now i have done it.

Well something fun to tell Fernando Torres has gotten married =) that's kinda fun for him.. well he got married in madrid 14.00 and he kept it as a secret =)

Hmm what more do i want people to know about me.. i am so crazy for this guy and he doesn't know it so good for me tho!

Xoxo Johanna

English

Well i have to start writing in english so every friend of me understand my blogg.. well what have happen lately i have got a job =)