This year I will end up with writing what has happen the whole year for me as a person. This will probably be the most truthfully blog yet so don’t judge me…
The year started with the worst hangover ever promise I had my hangover for at least three days. That was the reason I decided to end drinking complete. People have asked me why I don’t drink but honest it isn’t worth feeling shit for days.
Then what more happen in January I had to go to pointless meetings, study mathematic and the teacher wasn’t even able to help me. He said I was too smart for him
February was just complete boring, I felt alone as most of my friends have a boyfriend or a girlfriend and you have Valentine’s day well just say that it was a day you really want to have someone to share it with but I was alone and didn’t share it with anyone.
Mars, April and May was really pointless months in my life don’t even remember what happen here but I know I was looking forward to the world cup.
June the world cup started and my life seemed to be good was happy and summer was on the way but somehow it would come crushing me down the next month.
July all I really remember from this month was that I had a break down I almost lost a good friend :< anyway everything went for the best in the end.
August: probably was the best month because I got my boyfriend and I found out things I never thought was meant to be for me.
September my best friend from my childhood decided to break every trust that I had in friendship she really just decided to lie the shit and hasn’t even confess today that she was with a guy that beat her up, well it’s her choice but she has a kid to think about
October I started to talk to a person that has helped me lots in thoughts about my future that lead me to the school I am in now that I started in November.
November was really a month where I was ill I got my hand operated and then I got other things but eh at least I will not be ill so much now.
December: Have just been great lots of snow and cold weather really what I like but somehow it is the month I realize I feel alone when I am not alone.
That is short what has happen to me during this year but I will continue with the friendships I have got and lost this year mostly because I need to get it out before 2011 so I can’t talk to others about
This year it really started that some girls started to trash talk about me because I fall for a boy I think I didn’t really realize that it would get so much attention that I fall inlove with someone but I guess I was wrong, in this time I saw who was a true friend and who wasn’t a true friend. Just say this that now in the end of this year I have heard what the girls has said about me and it is nothing nice one actually said to another person that I was destroying a relationship by falling inlove with the boy.
The thing is that in this part the boy and I talked and he never told me that I was in the way if he would have told me that I would have respected his wish since I love him.
Then in the summer one person told me to not to be friend with another amazing person because she liked a boy that liked this girl. Anyway it ended up that I was the black sheep in the whole thing and I got so much from people I didn’t know that I actually spoke to the boy about the things, he was amazing that day he made me feel like I was a person. Because the person that made me feel like I should hang myself bad thing really.
Then one other girl started to tell me that I control one other person that is totally bullshite you can’t control anyone. But she also told me that I should stay away from him but honest why would I stay away from my boyfriend. That was my only thought.
But now to the most sadly thing that is that one friend decided to go together with her ex boyfriend that beats her and use her in a bad way, okay they have a kid but honest I can’t see why she would choose him over her friend. She lost many friends thanks to this thing, and then she lied about it why not be honest and just say Johanna I am with him again. Okay I wouldn’t support her but she knows that she lost my friendship thanks to her choice to lie about a silly think like that.
This year I have thought what love is about it is to respect the other person and listen even if you don’t agree with him/her, that you can share everything with one person is really amazing and to feel complete in some way I can’t explain the thing is that I feel so complete that nothing can break me apart literally.
One thing I really learned this year was that even if people hate you and trash talk you, you just have to show the other people that you aren’t like that, I mean I almost lost one friend but we decided to keep talking and we build a friendship that lead us on a different path and even if was probably the worst moments in my life when I heard those words that that person said to me, I also know you have to show the real person you are and if that isn’t enough for the others they aren’t worthy you time.
This year has really been too much tears and tears people think they really know how it feels to be me, but they don’t my ex boyfriend Jonas actually said to me that he was glad he wasn’t me and he wouldn’t even want to change life for one day with me because he knows how hard it is to be me.
This year has change me as a person lots, I have learned to not trust in anyone since they always break the trust there are only a few people I trust in complete and this year I will just be more careful than ever I am sick of getting hurt and feeling so hated as I have felt this year. I know I have become stronger and that is good :)
I hope this New Year will come with lots of happiness and love that is something I need for a change.
Now to everyone that has read this thank you for the time and I have got out what I wanted to say I think.
Peace out my readers and be safe tonight
Friday 31 December 2010
Good song
I really like only girl in the world with Rihanna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pa14VNsdSYM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pa14VNsdSYM
Monday 27 December 2010
this is the blond brain and how it works ;)
Okey lets say this YOU are so nice to read this! Now let me see I didn't know I was so popular really that even people that lives in Argentina, Mexico, Kuwait, Singapore, Croatia, Bosnia, Egypt, United Kingdom, United States of America, Venezuela and of course Sweden well there are many more too, but I can’t be arsed telling you what they are ;)
Anyway I have found out that people that doesn’t like me reads my damn blog hmm yeah that makes sense I guess, Let me ask you this if you don’t like me why would you want to read what is going on with my life, my opinions, my thoughts ? oh I guess you want to know how things are going with Michael, and when I fall on my arse on the ice ;) oh funny things because of that I shall not write anything about my boyfriend because you will not have the fun to know how good we have it ;)
So now to something I really like to do that is to pretend to be stupid and somehow I do succeed to trick some people with it so they actually think I don’t know when they trash talk me but guess what I do know when you do it since I am not stupid as you think haha wait wait I need to laugh some time now HAHAHAHAHAHA you think I am so blond but you haven’t even cared enough to find out what my brain hides ;)
Now to one pointless talk with my own brain
Thought 1: what should I do
Thought 2: Hate boys that mails you to many pointless mails..
Thought 1: oh yeah that is fun, why do they want me?
Thought2: Because you are hot
Thought1: No I am not hot, WIIIIEEEEE I am so good at this...
Thought 2: what are you good in ?
Thought 1: To think and talk in the same way
Thought 2: suck...
Thought 3: COKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Thought 4: I really wonder if I can survive a black hole
Thought 3: Coke Drooooooling
Thought 2: This is to thought 4 I don’t care I want to know why boys are so mean and idiotic
Thought 4: you hurt me now..
Anyway that is how it can look in my brain...
My teacher said I have a different way of looking at the world and it is dangerous to talk when I am around since I listen more than people realize because it’s good to just listen and then ask them you say you don’t like me., but why can’t you just confess that to my face instead of trash talk me
You might think I am strange because I love things you don’t but my biggest passion is to see things different than you do because then I can be creative and think I can survive the so called world we live in, without my thoughts I would really go mad and jump from mount everest and be dead…
If people really wonder what is the point with me blogging I would say nothing, but I write because it makes me feel better when I get out the things from my head. I feel better in some strange way.
Well today it has been damn cold here in Gothenburg bad thing to go in leggings and a skirt… someday I might really become an ice cube.
Now to the ending, Hates feel so free to read as much as you want, but you can’t even confess you are so nosey that you really want to know what is happening in my life, SUCKERS! I know that Jonas and Linus reads my blog and they talk about it to my common friends.. Anyway I have a song I love to listen to and it is homeless with darin, you should listen to it closely…
Now to the wise words someone else has said before me, “never change for anyone, be yourself no matter what, and people will love you for who you are, if you change they will not see the real human being you are!”
“carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero”
and
“Aliguando et insanire iucundum est”
Try to remember them always
Peace out my lovely readers
Anyway I have found out that people that doesn’t like me reads my damn blog hmm yeah that makes sense I guess, Let me ask you this if you don’t like me why would you want to read what is going on with my life, my opinions, my thoughts ? oh I guess you want to know how things are going with Michael, and when I fall on my arse on the ice ;) oh funny things because of that I shall not write anything about my boyfriend because you will not have the fun to know how good we have it ;)
So now to something I really like to do that is to pretend to be stupid and somehow I do succeed to trick some people with it so they actually think I don’t know when they trash talk me but guess what I do know when you do it since I am not stupid as you think haha wait wait I need to laugh some time now HAHAHAHAHAHA you think I am so blond but you haven’t even cared enough to find out what my brain hides ;)
Now to one pointless talk with my own brain
Thought 1: what should I do
Thought 2: Hate boys that mails you to many pointless mails..
Thought 1: oh yeah that is fun, why do they want me?
Thought2: Because you are hot
Thought1: No I am not hot, WIIIIEEEEE I am so good at this...
Thought 2: what are you good in ?
Thought 1: To think and talk in the same way
Thought 2: suck...
Thought 3: COKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Thought 4: I really wonder if I can survive a black hole
Thought 3: Coke Drooooooling
Thought 2: This is to thought 4 I don’t care I want to know why boys are so mean and idiotic
Thought 4: you hurt me now..
Anyway that is how it can look in my brain...
My teacher said I have a different way of looking at the world and it is dangerous to talk when I am around since I listen more than people realize because it’s good to just listen and then ask them you say you don’t like me., but why can’t you just confess that to my face instead of trash talk me
You might think I am strange because I love things you don’t but my biggest passion is to see things different than you do because then I can be creative and think I can survive the so called world we live in, without my thoughts I would really go mad and jump from mount everest and be dead…
If people really wonder what is the point with me blogging I would say nothing, but I write because it makes me feel better when I get out the things from my head. I feel better in some strange way.
Well today it has been damn cold here in Gothenburg bad thing to go in leggings and a skirt… someday I might really become an ice cube.
Now to the ending, Hates feel so free to read as much as you want, but you can’t even confess you are so nosey that you really want to know what is happening in my life, SUCKERS! I know that Jonas and Linus reads my blog and they talk about it to my common friends.. Anyway I have a song I love to listen to and it is homeless with darin, you should listen to it closely…
Now to the wise words someone else has said before me, “never change for anyone, be yourself no matter what, and people will love you for who you are, if you change they will not see the real human being you are!”
“carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero”
and
“Aliguando et insanire iucundum est”
Try to remember them always
Peace out my lovely readers
Sunday 26 December 2010
Christmas , new years eve, and feelings
Okay really are going to write about my Christmas since I didn’t have the Christmas spirit, for the first it was a bad day when I woke up on Christmas eve, here in Sweden we celebrate it 24. Anyway I woke up and I felt alone even if my whole family was there and it sucked I don’t really know what has happen these days I feel so alone and I can’t explain why either.
Well I did my last Christmas shopping the 23 and I have never ever been so late with my Christmas shopping, then I didn’t get to eat warm ham.
Well Christmas it feels like you can be on your own next year if you feel like I did we where 12 people and I felt more alone than ever. I have tried to figure out why I feel so alone these days but I can’t come up why I feel so alone. It doesn’t matter if I am with just three people or more I just feel so alone and more or less lost in something.
I think I am strange in some things since people don’t really like me as a person this holidays have made me realize that no one really respect what I want as a human being, all I want it to sleep and be in bed and just cry because I can’t come up what is wrong with me. The thing is that I know something is wrong and it is really wrong I don’t feel like a person anymore the thing is I feel more lost than ever and no one knows how bad it is really. Everyone is just telling me that everything is good, I have tried to talk to people that is close because they are the people that can help me I feel I know I probably should talk to those that love me, but honest it is so hard to talk to them, because they only want me to be happy and feel good.
I wonder is there anyone that actually feels like me. So alone even when you have someone that loves you more than anything, your family close, but all you want is to hide and never want anyone to get to you.
I know some people will moan to me, but if you say you know me good, well you should really know when I feel like I do! Yeah I can confess one thing I wouldn´t just go to my friends and say hey I don’t feel good, please help me, I get really quiet and close myself out from the people close to me.
Well now to New Years Eve all I want is to be alone and watch some movie and just hide from the world if this year anyway starts bad maybe next year will start great. Or that is what I am hoping for since last year I was so happy and everything just fall apart in June, I was wrong to be happy so long time, anyway now I am happy too, don’t get me wrong I am just really lost in everything.
My girl mates are moaning to me that I don’t have kids; they want me to become a mum so I can do things with them. Oh yeah one is getting married this year so everyone guess what they are pressuring me to do, yeah you do guess right if you said to get married since they all are going to do that.
Well I guess all the talk that my so called friends are giving me is the best thing to give a person that is lost as I am. Well one person got a divorce and then she has already a new one well this person is actually telling me to get a boyfriend that loves me for me and lives close to me. Well I am not so good at relationships when I think about it I have had one boyfriend before the person I have now. Anyway that relationship wasn’t so good lucky me he was gay no comment why he even was with me when he knew he was it. Just my luck I guess. Then my girl friends doesn’t understand when I say that you can’t trust in a guy but who can blame me that person I was with didn’t love me at all he was in to guys. So I have a bad experience with relationship.
Oh yeah than I had that idiot person on facebook that mailed me an inbox telling me that he wants me to forget my boyfriend that I love more than anything, so he can take me, only gonna say that I would really take him instead I mean he is from Africa somewhere oh yeah as we all know, Johanna wouldn't take anyone that is from Africa! Fucking idiot really destroyed my so good holiday more then anything, If i had a gun and was close to that person I would have shot him and don't even regret it, damn i sound like a cold bloody murderer good that it was just in my head.
Now my New Years Eve will rock when I am in bed all alone thinking of better times. Nothing beats to be alone with your great brain that always tells you that everything is going to be okey in the end.
I hope people have had a great Christmas and haven’t been thinking as much as I have.
Oh yeah to those that reads this don’t freak out, I am just a bit lost in my life right now..
Peace out!
Well I did my last Christmas shopping the 23 and I have never ever been so late with my Christmas shopping, then I didn’t get to eat warm ham.
Well Christmas it feels like you can be on your own next year if you feel like I did we where 12 people and I felt more alone than ever. I have tried to figure out why I feel so alone these days but I can’t come up why I feel so alone. It doesn’t matter if I am with just three people or more I just feel so alone and more or less lost in something.
I think I am strange in some things since people don’t really like me as a person this holidays have made me realize that no one really respect what I want as a human being, all I want it to sleep and be in bed and just cry because I can’t come up what is wrong with me. The thing is that I know something is wrong and it is really wrong I don’t feel like a person anymore the thing is I feel more lost than ever and no one knows how bad it is really. Everyone is just telling me that everything is good, I have tried to talk to people that is close because they are the people that can help me I feel I know I probably should talk to those that love me, but honest it is so hard to talk to them, because they only want me to be happy and feel good.
I wonder is there anyone that actually feels like me. So alone even when you have someone that loves you more than anything, your family close, but all you want is to hide and never want anyone to get to you.
I know some people will moan to me, but if you say you know me good, well you should really know when I feel like I do! Yeah I can confess one thing I wouldn´t just go to my friends and say hey I don’t feel good, please help me, I get really quiet and close myself out from the people close to me.
Well now to New Years Eve all I want is to be alone and watch some movie and just hide from the world if this year anyway starts bad maybe next year will start great. Or that is what I am hoping for since last year I was so happy and everything just fall apart in June, I was wrong to be happy so long time, anyway now I am happy too, don’t get me wrong I am just really lost in everything.
My girl mates are moaning to me that I don’t have kids; they want me to become a mum so I can do things with them. Oh yeah one is getting married this year so everyone guess what they are pressuring me to do, yeah you do guess right if you said to get married since they all are going to do that.
Well I guess all the talk that my so called friends are giving me is the best thing to give a person that is lost as I am. Well one person got a divorce and then she has already a new one well this person is actually telling me to get a boyfriend that loves me for me and lives close to me. Well I am not so good at relationships when I think about it I have had one boyfriend before the person I have now. Anyway that relationship wasn’t so good lucky me he was gay no comment why he even was with me when he knew he was it. Just my luck I guess. Then my girl friends doesn’t understand when I say that you can’t trust in a guy but who can blame me that person I was with didn’t love me at all he was in to guys. So I have a bad experience with relationship.
Oh yeah than I had that idiot person on facebook that mailed me an inbox telling me that he wants me to forget my boyfriend that I love more than anything, so he can take me, only gonna say that I would really take him instead I mean he is from Africa somewhere oh yeah as we all know, Johanna wouldn't take anyone that is from Africa! Fucking idiot really destroyed my so good holiday more then anything, If i had a gun and was close to that person I would have shot him and don't even regret it, damn i sound like a cold bloody murderer good that it was just in my head.
Now my New Years Eve will rock when I am in bed all alone thinking of better times. Nothing beats to be alone with your great brain that always tells you that everything is going to be okey in the end.
I hope people have had a great Christmas and haven’t been thinking as much as I have.
Oh yeah to those that reads this don’t freak out, I am just a bit lost in my life right now..
Peace out!
Wednesday 22 December 2010
Monday 20 December 2010
moaning about boys !
Okey this blog will be about the idiot boys that actually write to me! For fuck sake just because I change picture I will actually have the picture in this blog they can’t think I am sexy or hot they see only see my legs.
This is how messages can look like this:
• u got beautiful legs xxxxxx
• hi nice lady you kul
• hej san söt o vackert hur mår du jag heter malko vill blir kompisar gå på bio,rasturang ha kull tillsamma om du vill adda mig på -------@hotmail.com puss - Hello sweetie and beautiful, how are you my name is malko, want to be friends and go to the pictures, restaurant and have fun together add me on --- kisses
• How are you beautiful girl?? I like your photo
• Princesa gracias por aceptar mi amistad espero que tambien aceptes mi invitacion a charlar por el msn asi nos conocemos te espero besitos
• How are you beautiful girl?? I like your photo
• hi sexy how are u
• blivit en rik hemmafru ännu då? ;) - have you become a rich housewife yet?
• hi angel i wonna be ur lover for ever
Okey here is some ones of the mails erm lets take the last mail, Hi angel really fails really much! I mean okey he flirts but honest he can’t tell me that I am angel, he doesn’t even know me or can’t see my face, then that he wants to be my lover forever oh yeah really I don’t want a black man honest! Fuck them they will never get me. I don’t get turned on by them at all EOW is all that I can say. I wouldn’t even take Fernando Torres he is from Spain it fails in my eyes!
Then the Spanish mail I can’t even be bothered to try understanding it! All I understand is that he wants my msn and gives me a kiss, FAILS I don’t speak Spanish so fuck of!
Oh how can you say that someone is beautiful when you can’t see the face, I know you love me yeah right you haven’t even spoken to me, I mean fuck of!
Anyway I am sick of the boys they only see me as a sex object, why would they do that! Well I can tell this I have a male friend that I made a bit horny by just telling him what I was wearing it ended up (sorry my love) that he wants to become my slave so he can see me, I think he likes me more then I want him to like me! Oh yeah I did tease him a bit because he was stupid enough to tell me that he came in his pants. Why would a dude really come in the pants when you say this: I have a miniskirt, thongs, bra, a nice top and knee socks on me? The strange thing is that they get horny and turned on by just talking to me.
I have a boy that somehow got my msn, and all he wants is to webcam with me so he can w*nk in front of the cam, I have told him so many times that I don’t want him not for any money in the world, and that I love my boyfriend, yeah the boy said this actually in this words “your boyfriend is cheating on you, why would he be faithful to you? He just use you because you are hot and sexy”
Boys are idiots or most of them I know probably just two or three boys that isn’t like this boys that I am talking about here in this blog!
ARGH! All I wish for this Christmas is that the boys leave me alone so I can concentrate on my boyfriend, I will try to get him to move here to me so I can hug him every day :P sorry my love you are leaving England ;) I love you :*
peace out
This is how messages can look like this:
• u got beautiful legs xxxxxx
• hi nice lady you kul
• hej san söt o vackert hur mår du jag heter malko vill blir kompisar gå på bio,rasturang ha kull tillsamma om du vill adda mig på -------@hotmail.com puss - Hello sweetie and beautiful, how are you my name is malko, want to be friends and go to the pictures, restaurant and have fun together add me on --- kisses
• How are you beautiful girl?? I like your photo
• Princesa gracias por aceptar mi amistad espero que tambien aceptes mi invitacion a charlar por el msn asi nos conocemos te espero besitos
• How are you beautiful girl?? I like your photo
• hi sexy how are u
• blivit en rik hemmafru ännu då? ;) - have you become a rich housewife yet?
• hi angel i wonna be ur lover for ever
Okey here is some ones of the mails erm lets take the last mail, Hi angel really fails really much! I mean okey he flirts but honest he can’t tell me that I am angel, he doesn’t even know me or can’t see my face, then that he wants to be my lover forever oh yeah really I don’t want a black man honest! Fuck them they will never get me. I don’t get turned on by them at all EOW is all that I can say. I wouldn’t even take Fernando Torres he is from Spain it fails in my eyes!
Then the Spanish mail I can’t even be bothered to try understanding it! All I understand is that he wants my msn and gives me a kiss, FAILS I don’t speak Spanish so fuck of!
Oh how can you say that someone is beautiful when you can’t see the face, I know you love me yeah right you haven’t even spoken to me, I mean fuck of!
Anyway I am sick of the boys they only see me as a sex object, why would they do that! Well I can tell this I have a male friend that I made a bit horny by just telling him what I was wearing it ended up (sorry my love) that he wants to become my slave so he can see me, I think he likes me more then I want him to like me! Oh yeah I did tease him a bit because he was stupid enough to tell me that he came in his pants. Why would a dude really come in the pants when you say this: I have a miniskirt, thongs, bra, a nice top and knee socks on me? The strange thing is that they get horny and turned on by just talking to me.
I have a boy that somehow got my msn, and all he wants is to webcam with me so he can w*nk in front of the cam, I have told him so many times that I don’t want him not for any money in the world, and that I love my boyfriend, yeah the boy said this actually in this words “your boyfriend is cheating on you, why would he be faithful to you? He just use you because you are hot and sexy”
Boys are idiots or most of them I know probably just two or three boys that isn’t like this boys that I am talking about here in this blog!
ARGH! All I wish for this Christmas is that the boys leave me alone so I can concentrate on my boyfriend, I will try to get him to move here to me so I can hug him every day :P sorry my love you are leaving England ;) I love you :*
peace out
Thursday 16 December 2010
some clearing outs!
Well now I am starting to get pissed, I know people that doesn't like me as a person is reading my blog -.-' why the hell would you want to know what is going on in my head! For fuck sake, Get a life and leave me alone! >_< Why the hell would my enemies read this honest! You are pathetic that read my blog!
Now to the things you are talking about me is just bullshite! Trust me I know every word you say let me clear one or two things out now!
1. I am not a mummy, why would I have a kid, when i recently found my boyfriend! Stop lying about that please!
2. I do have a boyfriend, so stop telling people I have broke up with him ! ARGH! Idiot is what you are C******
3. That I have done plastic operation, I haven't done anything, I look like this normally and I am proud of myself I would never do a plastic operation! I might wine that my nose looks awful but I love how i look in the end!
Now to the other things, I heard that I was mean yesterday because I never answer a text message's directly but honest as soon as i saw that happy birthday messages, I wrote thank you :) back to that person, I really can't be bother with people hating me but EVERYONE that knows me know that I am way to polite to not say thank you if anyone say happy birthday to me on my birthday! I am way to polite in the real world too, honest I should become the bitch everyone says I am! Because then I wouldn't have anything to worry about!
Eh please pretend you love/like me, because I am way to smart for you anyways I know when a person doesn't like me, Well we can just say that I love to play the stupid blond! That is something not so many people knows about, Let see if anyone has seen the person that I am really. I analyze everything closely and then I really start to think how I can pretend to be stupid (as I would say) because when I start to talk about things there is only a few person that would understand me!
I mean I love to mess with people, a laugh makes you younger in every way !
Now to the thing I want people to stop with is to Talk trash about me, I don't deserve it because you don't even know the real Johanna ;)
Now I will jump and be crazy! Then Let me kill you all slowly ;)
Peace out!
xoxo
Now to the things you are talking about me is just bullshite! Trust me I know every word you say let me clear one or two things out now!
1. I am not a mummy, why would I have a kid, when i recently found my boyfriend! Stop lying about that please!
2. I do have a boyfriend, so stop telling people I have broke up with him ! ARGH! Idiot is what you are C******
3. That I have done plastic operation, I haven't done anything, I look like this normally and I am proud of myself I would never do a plastic operation! I might wine that my nose looks awful but I love how i look in the end!
Now to the other things, I heard that I was mean yesterday because I never answer a text message's directly but honest as soon as i saw that happy birthday messages, I wrote thank you :) back to that person, I really can't be bother with people hating me but EVERYONE that knows me know that I am way to polite to not say thank you if anyone say happy birthday to me on my birthday! I am way to polite in the real world too, honest I should become the bitch everyone says I am! Because then I wouldn't have anything to worry about!
Eh please pretend you love/like me, because I am way to smart for you anyways I know when a person doesn't like me, Well we can just say that I love to play the stupid blond! That is something not so many people knows about, Let see if anyone has seen the person that I am really. I analyze everything closely and then I really start to think how I can pretend to be stupid (as I would say) because when I start to talk about things there is only a few person that would understand me!
I mean I love to mess with people, a laugh makes you younger in every way !
Now to the thing I want people to stop with is to Talk trash about me, I don't deserve it because you don't even know the real Johanna ;)
Now I will jump and be crazy! Then Let me kill you all slowly ;)
Peace out!
xoxo
Wednesday 15 December 2010
interest
Today I will write about something that really is on my mind, and about something I like to think about, okey you can call me nerd after this promise! But honest it’s something I like and you will probably not even understand what I mean in the end.
Personal development, this is something that you can say is about how you think as a person and how to remember things, anyway let me start with this! Your memory is perfect but you can’t take the memories out as you want!
Visualize!
You can have different visualizing pictures
- Relaxing pictures mine is being on the beach
- Reinforcing pictures mine is when I won a swimming competition and the feeling I had when I won.
- Goal pictures my goal right now are that I should survive all December.
- Process pictures this is something I actually can do you see the thing when it starts and see the process in the thing you are seeing in the brain, I love to see one thing and then when it goes perfect I feel good.
Affirmation: to consciously repeat positive words or sentences now present as it is like you wish it would be. So say I want to have Steven Gerrard as a boyfriend I should say it like this: Me, Johanna Maria Pyykkö has Steven Gerrard as my handsome boyfriend! I know it’s stupid to take some celebrity but this is just to show what I mean with the thing.
Than I have to share one thing one person has told me: when you believe in yourself the opportunities are endlessly.
Well I don’t except people to understand how you think or are interest in how you think. I know when I start to think how I think it is really strange for others but for me it’s easy as hell. My brain works as a mathematic formula, there for I actually shot myself most of the times because I start to think too much about how big are the probability that I would get what I want. I know it’s stupid to think like that but hey it’s my brain that works like that.
Let us see how do you think? Can you see the things you want and achieve them? I can do that because I would never ever let anyone say it is impossible to get what I want, I really see that I have what I want in my brain and somehow it has helped me get the things I want, but it can take time but in the end I always get what I want.
Well I really know one thing I want to have now a telescope I know you will think I am boring but how fascinate wouldn’t it be to look out in space and see Jupiter, Mars, Uranus, Neptune, and of course Saturn. All the stars, I wish I could go out to space and just forget about the life down here on earth.
I was thinking really much today what works I want to work with and all I can think of is things that makes me think more about physics, mathematics and geography I know it is hard subjects but somehow I think it’s something I would love to work with. I would love to be a scientist. Than I can be alone and no one can tell me what to do or what I should do.
Peace out
Personal development, this is something that you can say is about how you think as a person and how to remember things, anyway let me start with this! Your memory is perfect but you can’t take the memories out as you want!
Visualize!
You can have different visualizing pictures
- Relaxing pictures mine is being on the beach
- Reinforcing pictures mine is when I won a swimming competition and the feeling I had when I won.
- Goal pictures my goal right now are that I should survive all December.
- Process pictures this is something I actually can do you see the thing when it starts and see the process in the thing you are seeing in the brain, I love to see one thing and then when it goes perfect I feel good.
Affirmation: to consciously repeat positive words or sentences now present as it is like you wish it would be. So say I want to have Steven Gerrard as a boyfriend I should say it like this: Me, Johanna Maria Pyykkö has Steven Gerrard as my handsome boyfriend! I know it’s stupid to take some celebrity but this is just to show what I mean with the thing.
Than I have to share one thing one person has told me: when you believe in yourself the opportunities are endlessly.
Well I don’t except people to understand how you think or are interest in how you think. I know when I start to think how I think it is really strange for others but for me it’s easy as hell. My brain works as a mathematic formula, there for I actually shot myself most of the times because I start to think too much about how big are the probability that I would get what I want. I know it’s stupid to think like that but hey it’s my brain that works like that.
Let us see how do you think? Can you see the things you want and achieve them? I can do that because I would never ever let anyone say it is impossible to get what I want, I really see that I have what I want in my brain and somehow it has helped me get the things I want, but it can take time but in the end I always get what I want.
Well I really know one thing I want to have now a telescope I know you will think I am boring but how fascinate wouldn’t it be to look out in space and see Jupiter, Mars, Uranus, Neptune, and of course Saturn. All the stars, I wish I could go out to space and just forget about the life down here on earth.
I was thinking really much today what works I want to work with and all I can think of is things that makes me think more about physics, mathematics and geography I know it is hard subjects but somehow I think it’s something I would love to work with. I would love to be a scientist. Than I can be alone and no one can tell me what to do or what I should do.
Peace out
Saturday 11 December 2010
my thoughts about love and hate... some of them
Today I want to talk about love and hate, because people seem to tell me I hate more than I love!
Let me start with hate, that is something I really can’t see because hate is so close to love really, when you start to think close about it, so according to me and look closely I am telling my opinion and no one else as some people have been mailing me.. Anyway let’s continue my own thoughts about hate. If you hate someone that person still have a chance to come back to your life since you really care about the person, deep inside. I don’t hate anyone really like hate, but I do dislike people more just because than they don’t have a chance to come back to my life and I can continue to be who I am and pretend to “hate” them but I dislike them more than anything.
So if you really would say that I hate something it would be spiders and thunder, but when I think about it I am more scared of them but I hate when they come close to me. So I really don’t hate any person so please make sure to not say that I hate you because I don’t hate you I just don’t like you if you feel that way, I make sure that the person knows if I dislike her/him.
Now to love that is something I can’t really explain short because you can have so many different loves as I have.
Let me start with the thing I love most more than anything in this world it’s my family without them I would be all alone in this world (or it feels like that). I know that I will have them no matter what happens in this world. My mum and dad are the persons that mean most to me then my uncle that I see as my own brother, then my sister and my niece. That is one love you can’t explain really because everyone will know what I mean when I say that family is family.
Than we can speak about love for someone that isn’t a friend, to open up yourself as a person to a complete stranger that isn’t from your family it is so scary really. But when you really have done that and the other person feels the same things you really feel blessed that there is someone out there in this big world that loves/ likes you in the same way as you do. This is something I really can’t explain so well mostly because the thing is that I feel complete in some strange way, I can’t say why it feels like that or why others don’t feel like I feel.
I was talking to one friend about love, to another person, she said that she told her boyfriend I love you after 1 hour talking, and I was like what the fuck how can you love someone after one hour ? I know that I am so scared to tell I love you that I have only told two people those words. I don’t tell my family those words, nope never I know I should but trust me if I would say it they would stand there open with their mouths because I haven’t said it in so long time to them. But my friend says it all the time and she never keep her boyfriends more than one year. So I guess there is different loves as I said in the beginning I think.
Well you can love things like sports, things but that love isn’t real. Real love is when you share something between someone else that isn’t from your family, and it is really scary thing. I just know that I am so blessed and everything is so easy at this point at least. Anyway love is something I hope that everyone will feel some day!
Now to the hate part, don’t hate people; just dislike them than they know their chance is screwed and that they fucked up!
Peace out!
Let me start with hate, that is something I really can’t see because hate is so close to love really, when you start to think close about it, so according to me and look closely I am telling my opinion and no one else as some people have been mailing me.. Anyway let’s continue my own thoughts about hate. If you hate someone that person still have a chance to come back to your life since you really care about the person, deep inside. I don’t hate anyone really like hate, but I do dislike people more just because than they don’t have a chance to come back to my life and I can continue to be who I am and pretend to “hate” them but I dislike them more than anything.
So if you really would say that I hate something it would be spiders and thunder, but when I think about it I am more scared of them but I hate when they come close to me. So I really don’t hate any person so please make sure to not say that I hate you because I don’t hate you I just don’t like you if you feel that way, I make sure that the person knows if I dislike her/him.
Now to love that is something I can’t really explain short because you can have so many different loves as I have.
Let me start with the thing I love most more than anything in this world it’s my family without them I would be all alone in this world (or it feels like that). I know that I will have them no matter what happens in this world. My mum and dad are the persons that mean most to me then my uncle that I see as my own brother, then my sister and my niece. That is one love you can’t explain really because everyone will know what I mean when I say that family is family.
Than we can speak about love for someone that isn’t a friend, to open up yourself as a person to a complete stranger that isn’t from your family it is so scary really. But when you really have done that and the other person feels the same things you really feel blessed that there is someone out there in this big world that loves/ likes you in the same way as you do. This is something I really can’t explain so well mostly because the thing is that I feel complete in some strange way, I can’t say why it feels like that or why others don’t feel like I feel.
I was talking to one friend about love, to another person, she said that she told her boyfriend I love you after 1 hour talking, and I was like what the fuck how can you love someone after one hour ? I know that I am so scared to tell I love you that I have only told two people those words. I don’t tell my family those words, nope never I know I should but trust me if I would say it they would stand there open with their mouths because I haven’t said it in so long time to them. But my friend says it all the time and she never keep her boyfriends more than one year. So I guess there is different loves as I said in the beginning I think.
Well you can love things like sports, things but that love isn’t real. Real love is when you share something between someone else that isn’t from your family, and it is really scary thing. I just know that I am so blessed and everything is so easy at this point at least. Anyway love is something I hope that everyone will feel some day!
Now to the hate part, don’t hate people; just dislike them than they know their chance is screwed and that they fucked up!
Peace out!
Friday 10 December 2010
No name!
Today I really just want to talk about something but I don’t know where to start or what to talk about, but anyway I will speak about a mail I got yesterday from a dude, and my thoughts about that mail.
Well let me start with the mail I got yesterday, funnily enough this boy is from Pakistan, Iraq or Iran I guess by the name, sorry I really can’t be arsed to know where he is from. Well he has mailed me lots of times before and I have tried to explain in a nice way that I don’t want to have anything to do with him, mostly because I don’t like him at all or wouldn’t take anyone that isn’t North European as a boyfriend, now you all know that, anyway this dude send me two mails and I will publish this two mails…
Mail: Message: nobody wants to get you then the other one was: Message: you are not good girl and you are not sexy and nobody Intereste in you
Ok now to the point I guess he got angry because I didn’t answer him, but honest I know for a fact that somebody wants me, and he is so wrong in his mail, then to the second mail, that I am not a good girl I guess you can count me as a bad girl since I wouldn’t date anyone that is from Spain, Italy, Greece or other places I actually just would date people from Germany, Ireland, United kingdom, Sweden, Norway, Finland, Denmark, Iceland, Norway and Germany. I don’t care if you say that I am strange now but I am honest at least.
Ok mates who actually read this, why are boys so on and flirt like HELL and when you say you aren’t interested in them they get mean and send you strange mails and say nasty things, would be glad if you comment below your opinion on this, because I am actually thinking why they are like that!
Oh today I was in school and to be honest it wasn’t the funniest day I wasn’t there yesterday so I had to listen to what the others had done and it was that they had been out in stores and been looking at some questions, boring I was so sleepy that I even started to play that stupid number game on facebook says a lot.
Well I am looking forward to the cold weekend we will have ahead, mostly because I will probably get my cute arse outside and visit the ground, honest I can’t stand I always fall on my arse! Today I fall one time in the morning and on my way home. Oh well if you want to laugh at me something funnier thing happen, I was walking under a tree that had snow on it until poor little me went under it somehow all the snow that was on the tree came on me, my friend that saw this laughed so much that he fall down in the snow, he said the face on me was priceless. Anyway I made sure to hit his cute face with a snowball, proud of me that I actually didn’t get any snowball on me, he probably felt sorry for me that I had all the snow on me already!
Well today I will be watching Idol final, I really hope that Minnah wins it I don’t like the other dude!
Well if there is anything you want to know about me, just mail me or comment and I will try to write a blog about it.
Thanks again for reading my blog, I know I am blond and don’t make any sense!
Peace out!
Well let me start with the mail I got yesterday, funnily enough this boy is from Pakistan, Iraq or Iran I guess by the name, sorry I really can’t be arsed to know where he is from. Well he has mailed me lots of times before and I have tried to explain in a nice way that I don’t want to have anything to do with him, mostly because I don’t like him at all or wouldn’t take anyone that isn’t North European as a boyfriend, now you all know that, anyway this dude send me two mails and I will publish this two mails…
Mail: Message: nobody wants to get you then the other one was: Message: you are not good girl and you are not sexy and nobody Intereste in you
Ok now to the point I guess he got angry because I didn’t answer him, but honest I know for a fact that somebody wants me, and he is so wrong in his mail, then to the second mail, that I am not a good girl I guess you can count me as a bad girl since I wouldn’t date anyone that is from Spain, Italy, Greece or other places I actually just would date people from Germany, Ireland, United kingdom, Sweden, Norway, Finland, Denmark, Iceland, Norway and Germany. I don’t care if you say that I am strange now but I am honest at least.
Ok mates who actually read this, why are boys so on and flirt like HELL and when you say you aren’t interested in them they get mean and send you strange mails and say nasty things, would be glad if you comment below your opinion on this, because I am actually thinking why they are like that!
Oh today I was in school and to be honest it wasn’t the funniest day I wasn’t there yesterday so I had to listen to what the others had done and it was that they had been out in stores and been looking at some questions, boring I was so sleepy that I even started to play that stupid number game on facebook says a lot.
Well I am looking forward to the cold weekend we will have ahead, mostly because I will probably get my cute arse outside and visit the ground, honest I can’t stand I always fall on my arse! Today I fall one time in the morning and on my way home. Oh well if you want to laugh at me something funnier thing happen, I was walking under a tree that had snow on it until poor little me went under it somehow all the snow that was on the tree came on me, my friend that saw this laughed so much that he fall down in the snow, he said the face on me was priceless. Anyway I made sure to hit his cute face with a snowball, proud of me that I actually didn’t get any snowball on me, he probably felt sorry for me that I had all the snow on me already!
Well today I will be watching Idol final, I really hope that Minnah wins it I don’t like the other dude!
Well if there is anything you want to know about me, just mail me or comment and I will try to write a blog about it.
Thanks again for reading my blog, I know I am blond and don’t make any sense!
Peace out!
Thursday 9 December 2010
haha Girls trash talk
Damn I am ashamed of being one, but girls are full of shit and talks trash about each other!
The thing is that all girls that I am friends with talks trash about everyone else that isn’t there, I know this is bad but honest all my answers is okey, yeah, no, please change subject. I don’t tend to speak to much shite about others because mostly it always comes out in the end. Anyway I would stand for what I have said, more than others do. I have one that don’t like me at all but funnily she pretends to like me and don’t have anything against me. What a fake person, stand for what you think your ugly w**re if she asks me if I mean her I would actually tell her the truth and say yes! I don’t write out names here because it can be offended to those persons I do hate and dislike!
Now to the funny thing I hate one person and only one and that is a boy! So sorry girl you think I hate you but you are so wrong! Idiots I dislike you huge, you would never ever come in to my life again, and I know I rock way more then you silly people. Anyway it is really so funny to hear what people think about you mostly because they haven’t a clue that I aren’t like that.
Now to the things I have heard about myself, and I will actually tell you the truth about the rumors!
- I have been stealing boyfriends that is so far from the truth you can come. My ex boyfriend actually asked me if we could date and I said yeah ok that sounds great, honest ever one else tried to get him and the idiots succeed, well lucky me more than anything I do want to thank all the girls that shagged him because it lead me to the one I am with today, and to be fair I never ever stole him, because we have had a hard path honest, but now everything is so easy.
- That I am a whore. Ok this is so fun to hear, I have heard that I am the Swedish whore, whore and lots of other things that is a whore. Now to the point to be a whore you actually screw around lots and takes money from the other and I have never ever done that and to be honest I would not need that. Mostly because I have looks, that most boys’ likes so if I break up with my boyfriend I would not have a trouble getting a new boyfriend, but honest I don’t see the point in the dating things…
- Then today I heard that I was going to leave my boyfriend, what the fuck have some people get this. Honest I would never leave him, trust me on this if we are breaking up it has to be him who would leave me! Jeez I would be the stupidest person to leave him; he is the most honest, wonderful, handsomest person alive. I would die from the inside if I hurt him in anyway. I hope you girls that spread this rumor get this I love him with all my heart, and you will never ever get me to leave him with your idiotic rumors.
- That I am dead, oh well this isn’t true I am actually alive and really happy
- That I am the bitch, I am a nice person until you stab me from the behind, then I get the cold hearted person that don’t care if you die or are alive, I would just make sure that you know what I feel and how I feel about you!
Now I hope I have clear some things out at least, and the funniest thing is that some girls have been saying that I am ugly as Kim Kardashian and Megan Fox, honest that is really a nice thing to say mostly because they are both really good looking young women. But I have to say that Megan Fox is really plastic because she has done too much plastic operation, and we all know that Kim K, has done that too but I haven’t so thank you for thinking I am a true beauty.
I really know that there are boys that doesn’t like me at all they think I am ugly fine, good that I don’t look good to everyone that would have been a pain in the arse, honest you would have to say no to more people and that is hard, well the girls are mostly jealous because I do get along with boys way easier than girls. Boys are more adventures then girls are, I mean how many girl friends would go out skating, rollerblades, be outside in the woods, dive from the rocks, jump bungee jump, rock climbing? None here at least! Jeez but my male friends really like to do everything that I love to do, was great to live in the north Sweden when my south friends came to pick me up to go to ski with a snowboard, was fun to go to the hills and go down, through I got a fracture in the arm, but at least they are way more fun to hang out with then the shite talking bullshit girl mates I have!
So I know that my girl mates will read this so this is for you all : Don’t trash talk because I find it funny to see how much you are lying and trying to deny what you have been saying about me, and next time have the guts to tell those things to my face! Honest when was I out on the clubs dancing, probably one year ago! I don’t drink anymore because I don’t find it so funny to be hangover as a pig as I was two days after New Year’s Eve!
Well mostly I am ashamed of being a girl jeez we do trash talk way too much, do it like me loud and clear so the persons hear what you like about them, honest it will bug them even more that you have the guts to talk about them loud and clear!
Now to the end of this long shite blog, I love my boyfriend lots, my family too, and some friends but you all know who you are so LOVE YOU!
Peace out!
http://meganfoxbuzz.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/04/megan-fox-before-surgery-2009.jpg Megan Fox
http://www.worldnewsin.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/Kim-Kardashian.jpg Kim Kardashian
The thing is that all girls that I am friends with talks trash about everyone else that isn’t there, I know this is bad but honest all my answers is okey, yeah, no, please change subject. I don’t tend to speak to much shite about others because mostly it always comes out in the end. Anyway I would stand for what I have said, more than others do. I have one that don’t like me at all but funnily she pretends to like me and don’t have anything against me. What a fake person, stand for what you think your ugly w**re if she asks me if I mean her I would actually tell her the truth and say yes! I don’t write out names here because it can be offended to those persons I do hate and dislike!
Now to the funny thing I hate one person and only one and that is a boy! So sorry girl you think I hate you but you are so wrong! Idiots I dislike you huge, you would never ever come in to my life again, and I know I rock way more then you silly people. Anyway it is really so funny to hear what people think about you mostly because they haven’t a clue that I aren’t like that.
Now to the things I have heard about myself, and I will actually tell you the truth about the rumors!
- I have been stealing boyfriends that is so far from the truth you can come. My ex boyfriend actually asked me if we could date and I said yeah ok that sounds great, honest ever one else tried to get him and the idiots succeed, well lucky me more than anything I do want to thank all the girls that shagged him because it lead me to the one I am with today, and to be fair I never ever stole him, because we have had a hard path honest, but now everything is so easy.
- That I am a whore. Ok this is so fun to hear, I have heard that I am the Swedish whore, whore and lots of other things that is a whore. Now to the point to be a whore you actually screw around lots and takes money from the other and I have never ever done that and to be honest I would not need that. Mostly because I have looks, that most boys’ likes so if I break up with my boyfriend I would not have a trouble getting a new boyfriend, but honest I don’t see the point in the dating things…
- Then today I heard that I was going to leave my boyfriend, what the fuck have some people get this. Honest I would never leave him, trust me on this if we are breaking up it has to be him who would leave me! Jeez I would be the stupidest person to leave him; he is the most honest, wonderful, handsomest person alive. I would die from the inside if I hurt him in anyway. I hope you girls that spread this rumor get this I love him with all my heart, and you will never ever get me to leave him with your idiotic rumors.
- That I am dead, oh well this isn’t true I am actually alive and really happy
- That I am the bitch, I am a nice person until you stab me from the behind, then I get the cold hearted person that don’t care if you die or are alive, I would just make sure that you know what I feel and how I feel about you!
Now I hope I have clear some things out at least, and the funniest thing is that some girls have been saying that I am ugly as Kim Kardashian and Megan Fox, honest that is really a nice thing to say mostly because they are both really good looking young women. But I have to say that Megan Fox is really plastic because she has done too much plastic operation, and we all know that Kim K, has done that too but I haven’t so thank you for thinking I am a true beauty.
I really know that there are boys that doesn’t like me at all they think I am ugly fine, good that I don’t look good to everyone that would have been a pain in the arse, honest you would have to say no to more people and that is hard, well the girls are mostly jealous because I do get along with boys way easier than girls. Boys are more adventures then girls are, I mean how many girl friends would go out skating, rollerblades, be outside in the woods, dive from the rocks, jump bungee jump, rock climbing? None here at least! Jeez but my male friends really like to do everything that I love to do, was great to live in the north Sweden when my south friends came to pick me up to go to ski with a snowboard, was fun to go to the hills and go down, through I got a fracture in the arm, but at least they are way more fun to hang out with then the shite talking bullshit girl mates I have!
So I know that my girl mates will read this so this is for you all : Don’t trash talk because I find it funny to see how much you are lying and trying to deny what you have been saying about me, and next time have the guts to tell those things to my face! Honest when was I out on the clubs dancing, probably one year ago! I don’t drink anymore because I don’t find it so funny to be hangover as a pig as I was two days after New Year’s Eve!
Well mostly I am ashamed of being a girl jeez we do trash talk way too much, do it like me loud and clear so the persons hear what you like about them, honest it will bug them even more that you have the guts to talk about them loud and clear!
Now to the end of this long shite blog, I love my boyfriend lots, my family too, and some friends but you all know who you are so LOVE YOU!
Peace out!
http://meganfoxbuzz.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/04/megan-fox-before-surgery-2009.jpg Megan Fox
http://www.worldnewsin.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/Kim-Kardashian.jpg Kim Kardashian
Sunday 5 December 2010
No name..
I don’t know what to do anymore. Friends that should be friend aren’t friends. Those I trusted in I can’t trust in. Well now I know at least that I am going to die painfully slow inside.
I just hope that someone will bring me up from this dark hole.
Jeez not fun to be me today...
I just hope that someone will bring me up from this dark hole.
Jeez not fun to be me today...
Saturday 4 December 2010
Swedish music and my thoughts
I will just say one thing today… I am listening to lots of music but there is a song that is in Swedish that is called 7milakliven. The lyric goes something like this in English “I will not come home tonight, if I know myself. Let us say goodbyes to both the heart and the soul, I can take a long hard punishment for all the times we have had” This is really a beautiful song. Everyone is moaning that Swedish singers is bad, I stand for that I like some Swedish singers like
- Håkan Hellström
- Danny
- Darin
- Ola Svensson
- Agnes
- September
- Europe
- EMD
- Måns Zelmerlöw
- Takida
- Eric Saade
- Erik Grönwall
- Imperiet, Ebba Grön and Joakim Thåström
Well people seem to forget that we have lots of good artist here we do have Robyn through I don’t like her music she is big outside Sweden.
Then we have Max Martin that is a writer jeez he had done really many songs to ex. Britney Spears and Backstreet boys but really he is a good example that there are good talent songwriters here in this small country.
The only think I miss in Swedish music is a good decent rock band Europe is the only one that I can say that I like the rest is shite, Hammerfall is okey but not Wow, I would like that we get a rock band that is as good as: Guns ‘n roses, Poison, Mötley Crüe, AcDc, Bon jovi and Scorpions there are lots of good rock bands out in the world.
Now to the thing about the Swedish music I know for a fact many people hate Håkan Hellström for his lyrics and that he can’t sing live, but Eh he is really good live he takes the audience and make them sing all the songs with him, magic to see him live.
Anyway now to the thing we have got many good singers from our show called Idol I know I am an idol watching person but the thing is this year it isn’t anyone that is good in the show. This year it’s a singer called Jay Smith and he is not good at all he takes drugs, and people seem to love him lots, now to the thing it’s not fair to the other one that was in the show if they had taken drugs they would have been gone. Just because the jury loves him he gets to stay!
Seems like they that wins our idol really is shite the next year I only know that one winner has succeed and it’s Agnes.
Now to the thing I like our punk bands we have here in Sweden but they aren’t new ones they are old ones :P haha Imperiet is really amazing to listen to or Ebba Gröns song die mauer it’s about berlin wall.
Anyway people have been telling me that I love pop more than rock but they are so wrong I was thinking what music I love most and it is punk and rock like nirvana, AcDc and Guns ‘n roses they are the most artist I listen to, I wouldn’t change that but people seems to have forgot that I love rock because I started to like Backstreet boys because I fall inlove with Nick Carter jeez was so embarrassing that I liked him.
Anyway I want to say that I love our music in Sweden!
I will link you some of the songs I like from you tube, listen and enjoy !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0XtJDW7oiI Martin S- 7milakliv
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNiQNdmEv_g Håkan - Känn ingen sorg för mig Göteborg <3333333
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ym6tF0vDfO4&translated=1 Darin breathing your love alone <3333
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJJBajoexGg&translated=1 Agnes - On and on
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J294A-R1Cjk&translated=1 Robyn- dancing on
- Håkan Hellström
- Danny
- Darin
- Ola Svensson
- Agnes
- September
- Europe
- EMD
- Måns Zelmerlöw
- Takida
- Eric Saade
- Erik Grönwall
- Imperiet, Ebba Grön and Joakim Thåström
Well people seem to forget that we have lots of good artist here we do have Robyn through I don’t like her music she is big outside Sweden.
Then we have Max Martin that is a writer jeez he had done really many songs to ex. Britney Spears and Backstreet boys but really he is a good example that there are good talent songwriters here in this small country.
The only think I miss in Swedish music is a good decent rock band Europe is the only one that I can say that I like the rest is shite, Hammerfall is okey but not Wow, I would like that we get a rock band that is as good as: Guns ‘n roses, Poison, Mötley Crüe, AcDc, Bon jovi and Scorpions there are lots of good rock bands out in the world.
Now to the thing about the Swedish music I know for a fact many people hate Håkan Hellström for his lyrics and that he can’t sing live, but Eh he is really good live he takes the audience and make them sing all the songs with him, magic to see him live.
Anyway now to the thing we have got many good singers from our show called Idol I know I am an idol watching person but the thing is this year it isn’t anyone that is good in the show. This year it’s a singer called Jay Smith and he is not good at all he takes drugs, and people seem to love him lots, now to the thing it’s not fair to the other one that was in the show if they had taken drugs they would have been gone. Just because the jury loves him he gets to stay!
Seems like they that wins our idol really is shite the next year I only know that one winner has succeed and it’s Agnes.
Now to the thing I like our punk bands we have here in Sweden but they aren’t new ones they are old ones :P haha Imperiet is really amazing to listen to or Ebba Gröns song die mauer it’s about berlin wall.
Anyway people have been telling me that I love pop more than rock but they are so wrong I was thinking what music I love most and it is punk and rock like nirvana, AcDc and Guns ‘n roses they are the most artist I listen to, I wouldn’t change that but people seems to have forgot that I love rock because I started to like Backstreet boys because I fall inlove with Nick Carter jeez was so embarrassing that I liked him.
Anyway I want to say that I love our music in Sweden!
I will link you some of the songs I like from you tube, listen and enjoy !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0XtJDW7oiI Martin S- 7milakliv
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNiQNdmEv_g Håkan - Känn ingen sorg för mig Göteborg <3333333
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ym6tF0vDfO4&translated=1 Darin breathing your love alone <3333
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJJBajoexGg&translated=1 Agnes - On and on
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J294A-R1Cjk&translated=1 Robyn- dancing on
Friday 3 December 2010
Boys flirting jeez
Boys, where can I start about them, I know they think at least that a blond blue eyed girl is stupid and want everyone. Not true at all, it’s the boys that are stupid not me at least
Let start with this I do know when someone flirt with me but I always pretend that I don’t notice it because if I start to care I really have many idiots that do it. Well some are cute and hot, but mostly the boys are butt ugly and I wouldn’t touch them with my arms, jeez that is the scary thing I rather want to be dead then to touch some of the boys.
Let’s take yesterday I was on the tram and one boy sat beside me, probably around my age, Swedish anyway he said “Hello, cutie you are lucky today, I want to fuck today?” I mean if you want to flirt with me that wouldn’t work for 1 billion trust me on that! The thing is that I think It’s at least 10 different boys that do flirt with me when I am outside, the thing is that I haven’t wanted to have anyone as my boyfriend so I haven’t cared that they have been doing it…
I remember when I worked in a shop one boy was there to fix one thing, Eh I am a girl that looks lots on the arse *_* jeez this boy actually pulled his pants down a bit so I could see his boxers was white, and his arse was actually really nice, anyway he was really cute and hot. The thing was I have never ever said this to anyone but he asked me for a date, he thought I was really cute and nice. Well I do regret that I never went on the date, but it was totally just not the right one. Deep inside I do like romance and romantic stuff (damn it’s bad I know!). Everyone thinks the silly fraises works on me but hell no they are so wrong, I think the only thing that works on me is that you actually pay attention to who I am as a person and respect that.
Then we have the desperate boys that sends you mail via, facebook, tagged, myyearbook or twitter saying hello cutie want to fuck, I want a relationship with you, I love you marry me jeez they don’t even fuck know me. I don’t care that they want to be friends but hell no I don’t want to get married, that thought scares me really because then you have to share everything with someone you love and hopefully it will go good, but most of my friends that has got married is divorced now..
I can actually just come up with one thing and that is that boys are so desperate when they flirt and want some girl. I can’t say everyone has the same problem as me, I am always honest with them and say I don’t want a relationship, they don’t respect if you tell them that you are in a relationship then they say I am lying! Jeez why would I lie that I have a boyfriend if I would lie I would say I love girls and have a girlfriend and doesn’t get turned on by males haha wonder if they would give up then!
I know that this is just my thoughts, but I wonder how boys think about us girls, wonder if we are as desperate as some boys are? I know that not everyone is so desperate, but it would be fun to hear how boys see us girls and their opinion on how we flirt.
I have one male friend that said the hot and sexy girls doesn’t flirt with you they only take the jackarses , they never take a good boy, only the bad ones. I always answer him but is it so wrong that a not so attractive girl flirt with you? And he says yes. Anyway in my mind boys are strange!
oh I know I'm not right so don't tell me that I am wrong!
Let start with this I do know when someone flirt with me but I always pretend that I don’t notice it because if I start to care I really have many idiots that do it. Well some are cute and hot, but mostly the boys are butt ugly and I wouldn’t touch them with my arms, jeez that is the scary thing I rather want to be dead then to touch some of the boys.
Let’s take yesterday I was on the tram and one boy sat beside me, probably around my age, Swedish anyway he said “Hello, cutie you are lucky today, I want to fuck today?” I mean if you want to flirt with me that wouldn’t work for 1 billion trust me on that! The thing is that I think It’s at least 10 different boys that do flirt with me when I am outside, the thing is that I haven’t wanted to have anyone as my boyfriend so I haven’t cared that they have been doing it…
I remember when I worked in a shop one boy was there to fix one thing, Eh I am a girl that looks lots on the arse *_* jeez this boy actually pulled his pants down a bit so I could see his boxers was white, and his arse was actually really nice, anyway he was really cute and hot. The thing was I have never ever said this to anyone but he asked me for a date, he thought I was really cute and nice. Well I do regret that I never went on the date, but it was totally just not the right one. Deep inside I do like romance and romantic stuff (damn it’s bad I know!). Everyone thinks the silly fraises works on me but hell no they are so wrong, I think the only thing that works on me is that you actually pay attention to who I am as a person and respect that.
Then we have the desperate boys that sends you mail via, facebook, tagged, myyearbook or twitter saying hello cutie want to fuck, I want a relationship with you, I love you marry me jeez they don’t even fuck know me. I don’t care that they want to be friends but hell no I don’t want to get married, that thought scares me really because then you have to share everything with someone you love and hopefully it will go good, but most of my friends that has got married is divorced now..
I can actually just come up with one thing and that is that boys are so desperate when they flirt and want some girl. I can’t say everyone has the same problem as me, I am always honest with them and say I don’t want a relationship, they don’t respect if you tell them that you are in a relationship then they say I am lying! Jeez why would I lie that I have a boyfriend if I would lie I would say I love girls and have a girlfriend and doesn’t get turned on by males haha wonder if they would give up then!
I know that this is just my thoughts, but I wonder how boys think about us girls, wonder if we are as desperate as some boys are? I know that not everyone is so desperate, but it would be fun to hear how boys see us girls and their opinion on how we flirt.
I have one male friend that said the hot and sexy girls doesn’t flirt with you they only take the jackarses , they never take a good boy, only the bad ones. I always answer him but is it so wrong that a not so attractive girl flirt with you? And he says yes. Anyway in my mind boys are strange!
oh I know I'm not right so don't tell me that I am wrong!
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