Monday 25 April 2011

Training

Today I will blog about training, because somehow I have got a good idea to start training to lose some weight.

Well today I have been out walking twice, and trained like 20-30 minutes body combat and trust me I almost died when I was doing that. First it went to fast and it was lots of kicking and hitting, anyway the brilliant idea is making my body in pain totally in pain, my arse, my legs, and my lower back is hurting from all the training, but I will do it all over again tomorrow. Hopefully the pain will go away after a new training day.

Why is it so hard to get started with the training, this time I will not give up after two days, as my body is in pain, I will continue I need to get as I was before I ended with the training. I love to train and to run, maybe I will start to run or something like that.

Well then I have to change my diet maybe I should start to eat more often and less than I do today when I only eat twice a day.

Well I am tired and in pain.

Please try to make me train :D

Love you all!

Wednesday 20 April 2011

=D

Well I want to talk about something that is bugging me today. I miss old good times, when I didn’t have any problems at all, today I have lot of problems, and my body is in pain in some strange places!

The thing is that we all get stronger by time, and that is true I am much stronger than I was some months ago, I am still the crazy bitch, I like to make fun of myself telling people I am blond, through I am that and don’t get things so easy but I do get when someone hates me, or don’t like me, why can’t I get when someone likes me? Now to the big thing am I afraid to say I love you, No I am not afraid of saying those words to the person I love, but to others I am shit scared of saying them, because they mean so much to me.

I have been thinking of my life what will I do in five years? I think I will be married, and have started an own family on my own, with my husband. I hope that I can be a housewife, and take care of our kids, I would learn them to swim, math, Swedish, English, about space and lots of other things. What can I do to make this happen, well make sure I am happy as I am today, I am so perfectly happy.

One thing I can say about love that I never believed in before you actually know when you have met the right one, you really feel it deep inside, when you kiss each other you get a feeling that you are in the right place in your life.

I got a question from my mate Jonas, what the hardest thing I have ever done in my life I finally know what it is, I will tell you all what it was it was on the day 17:th of April 2011 when I had to leave Michael to get home, I almost cried when I saw what he had written to me in a book, my heart felt like it went to one billion pieces, It did not feel right to leave him, because I have never ever felt so lonely as I felt on the plane, I wanted to cry I wanted to go back, I thought to myself those two hours I was on the plane what the hell am I doing, I am leaving the person I love more than anything. I want to be with him not here where I am now. That has to be the hardest thing I have gone though yet in my life.

Now everyone I want you to keep your thumbs that everything will turn out okay, I don’t really want to have any more complicated things for a while in the future.

Peace out!

Wednesday 13 April 2011

something just

Well I might as well blog a bit while my boyfriend is watching Tottenham getting beaten by Real Madrid, oh yeah don’t like them at all! So what will I talk about today I can start with the first day when I came to Manchester was the cheapest place to fly to..

Was fun both Georgie and Michael was like where ARE you when I was in the customers walk through and they called me bad idea had to let other people go ahead thanks to them bloody English boys, anyway when I got out from everywhere I had to wait for them for like 2 minutes but that was fun to be like what the hell everyone is speaking English. But than Michael the bright one was making sure that we stayed on the airport like 3 hours, waiting for the bus to get us to Liverpool, we ended up going with a taxi, I was so tired anyway at least Georgie bought me a Subway, and food poison me, oh yeah he did was horrible feeling, well it had to be something shit on that even Mike got food poison from it.

Then we have been in town and it is nice, was in a huge church, I would say that it was one of the most amazing things to go in to because you realize how smart people was before we where born. Anyway I can say I wasted money on one thing that cost like £10 and did not work at all, shitty things.

Well I can say that I have got to know Michaels whole family, oh my gosh they nag me to death with things I have no clue about mostly his nan and granddad. But they are nice and sweet and do good food!

Well this is enough for now!

Ciao ciao