wedding, Engagement, love

Today I am going to talk about love, what is love for me, and what do I think about wedding and engagement. 


This year has been the best year in my life, as I have been taught what love is about, and everything what love is about. I really can say that I never knew what love was before I met Michael. 


Well what is love it is really when you think about someone else than yourself, you start to think what is better for the other person, and what is good for you, you want the other person to feel better than you feel. You want to make the person feel like that person is the only person in this world. 


When you hear that that person is sad, or down it kills you slowly inside because you feel like you cant make the person happy, and you feel like you are doing something wrong, but you are doing everything right, but the thing is that everyone has days when they feel down and so on. The thing you can do when the other person is feeling like that is to tell him/her how much they means to you, how much you miss them, how much you want them to feel like you. 


So do love change you? Yes it actually do change you as a human you learn so much about yourself that you never knew that you can feel that you can do for someone else. I really can't tell you that you will have the same feelings and how I have had. but the thing is that I have learn that you really stop caring about yourself as you did before you found the love. 


As a girl you tend to dream about the perfect wedding the perfect proposal but the thing is that there is no perfect thing, as it really will be perfect on the day. 


The thing I can tell about how I want to get the question "will you marry me?" anyway the thing is that I have always dreamed about it being on a beach, when it is sunset, and the guy have make me a nice picnic, then he ask me while the sun is going down, Johanna do you want to spend the rest of your life with me? Okay the thing is that I am deep deep down a romantic person I think, or I have read to many romantic books. 


So what is the other thing about the wedding, I really just want the people that I love and the people that he loves to be on the wedding as you are always celebrate the love between you two. a wedding is nothing else than a celebration about the love of two people, I don't know why people never think as I think, because wedding is something nice between two people. 


What well what can I say about the dream wedding I want to have, so the thing is that I want it to be in a church but I have always wanting it to be snow outside because it is so nice, I really can't tell why I have always wanted it to be in the winter.  Honestly today I would say that I would probably be changing a lot when I am planing the wedding as I would probably think about the cake, the dress, the food things like that. 


Anyway love is something that change you to the better person, and you really start to think in different ways, and you want everything to be perfect on your special day but it will be good in the end. 


So with this I will end, the blog post. 


Love is something wonderful, and when you've found it you will realise that you changes slowly to the better person that you can become. 


-Jo