Something just

I have been thinking why I am so nice, I always forgive people, and I always respect other feelings, well other people's feelings.

Now to the thing, that is when I get engaged, really get that, I would not tell the whole world about it first I would actually mail some people because out of respect they should know it first. It can be someone that has liked me or liked my boyfriend, or people that should know it before the rest of you.

I mean if Michael and I break up I would want Michael to tell me when he has a new and not just show it to others before, and if he realise that he wants to get married to someone else and then get engaged I would appreciated that he tells me that in private than I hear it from someone else.  So if me and Michael get engaged (well we will I know that, but not when really) I will tell like 4 people that before anyone else knows it, I am sorry but those four people deserves to know it before anyone else.

The thing is if you as a person can care about other people's feeling you have learn something really in this life. You can't just think about yourself always, than you are a very very selfish person, there is always someone in this world that has it worse than you. Trust me you aren't the person that has it worse, you have a head over your head, you have food, you have things, some people doesn't have that, and some are really ill. I know I am ill but I also know someone else has it worse than me.

If you forgive people when they have done to you they will learn that you have something nice in your soul. I do forgive many people the only thing I would be able to forgive is that someone cheats on me, because than that person would make me look like a fool. Honest the thing I really wan from people is honesty and if they don't give me that, then they aren't worth being in my life.

So if you have talked bad about me, I do forgive you. But if you have break my trust I can't forgive you as trust is everything I want in a relationship even if it is just friendship. Never lie to me, If I ask you something like, Have you ever talked trash about me, and what? and you have done it and say no. Honestly I know if you have done it if I ask you so don't say No, as then I would know you are just a lying person.

-Jo