Well here is the story about my trip my feelings and how fun I had over there, as I learned new things, as cooking on gas!
This story starts on a Tuesday around 7 am on the airport in Landvetter, I remember that I was so nervous that I had to call a mate that calm me down, mostly because I hate to fly but also to meet Mike and Georgie, yeah I was nervous. Well I went on the plane and falled asleep while I was in the air woke up like 11.50 am, when I felt complete lost and gone tired what more can I say when I was in Manchester Airport. Well the thing was when I was waiting on them I was so nervous like what if they can’t find me. Well when they came I was a bit nervous still but they were as crazy as always.
Well it was really nice to be sitting there and waiting for the bus to take us back to Liverpool, but mostly because I started to talk there, was fun in some ways, how the shy person as I am started to talk more than I should have done. Well when we came home to Mike, it was so nice it felt like a home, and what did we do the first night we actually went to bed and slept well I saw his sister well I was too tired to think to be fair. Well all I know was that we kissed lots and it was so nice to fall asleep in his arms that were a nice feeling.
Then the second day we went out and we had a nice time, then I saw his family like grandmother and granddad and guess who went really shy and quiet yeah me, but I think the dog liked me as he played a bit with me. It was really nice to see his family they were nice, we at dinner there I know and I was so full I felt like I would explode. But they funny thing was that I probably saw everyone else before I saw his dad, but when I saw him I wasn’t as shy as I have been with the others. Strangely it felt so easy to talk to his dad; he even made me breakfast one day, and Sunday dinner.
Well back to Michael again, as this blog will be about, everyone that knows me really knows I don’t like hugs, and things like that but when I think about it I always fall asleep in his arms, and I slept like an angel, and when he took away the arms from me I made sure they came back, as I took them back. Every morning we kissed each other as a good morning, and well we did other things but we don’t have to talk about them here, as they are a bit private. But the thing was we where gonna watch a movie called war/ Rogue Assassin but I was so tired that I fall asleep and when the movie was done Mike woke me up as he needed to take away the lap top but I fall asleep as fast as I woke up, and I could feel how he put his arm around me gave me a kiss and then fall asleep on his own.
The thing was that I woke up sometimes in the night just to say I love you to him, and tell him how much he means to me, and all he did was smile, I guess he never heard what I said but he slept like and angel, so peaceful and so handsome as he is. Oh it was so nice to feel him and just to be there in his bed, in his arms.
The only thing that was awkward was when we were in Wales to see is aunt with his grandparents as I got so shy, poor Mike, he tried to hug me while we watch Harry Potter but somehow I did not notice that and was like no not now. I don’t think we even kissed in front of them; I am a shy person when it comes to the end, and well all I can say is that I felt so right even if I was so far from home.
When I was with Michael I knew I was with the right person, even if I feel lost all I have to think about is him to find the right place, and when I am sad I just think about what we did when we where complete silly with each other and I smile wider than ever, when I feel angry I just take back the feeling when he hugs me and says I love you Johanna, always remember that, and when we kissed my world stopped, I think my heart beats one million times faster. I am so in love with him, he is always on my mind, and the thing was even if I live here and he there I never wanted to go home. When I left him it felt completely wrong and I almost cried when I saw what he had left me for messages in my book I got from him.
Well there is one thing his dad knows and that is that Me and Mike will get married, as he asked him that when I sat beside them in the middle and Mike said yeah her I am gonna marry, his dad just smiled. Then he tried to figure out what I was talking to with my sister as we type in Swedish, I don’t think it went so good, but he smiled and said that I type too fast for him.
Blowfish I love you so much and honest all I want is to sleep beside you and feel your arms around me just one more time, as everything feels so right than, even if everything is wrong.
And the time over there was the best days in my life in years, honest I felt so home and so loved from him, and his family was really amazing and I hope they like me, hard to say if they like me or not, but it seems like they like me as much as I like them.
This blog post has been fun to write about as when I think about the time I don’t want to share so much and that, because if I share everything I know you all want him, as he is so wonderful and I don’t lie when I say he is the best person in this world, so kind so loving.
I even sleep beside the teddy he gave me, as it reminds me of him and I have his chain around my neck and I always think about his wonderful eyes before I go to bed, as I fall in love so much again. Well this is all I am gonna say today.
/Johanna
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