Stop reminding me!

The thing is that nothing seems to be right at the moment. I can’t say that I should trust in some of those I trust in as it seems like they have been lying to me a long time, and still really do lie about things. I wish I really don’t know what I know, and stop thinking about things I really don’t want to think about.

The thing is that I almost started to cry today, yeah I don’t cry so much, because I realise that things are fucked up and if I am probably the only person that feels that things are just fucked up. I know one thing I live in the present and future, so why the hell do people want to remind me of the past?

I really just wish people would stop reminding me of the past, as it is the past, I have had lots of things in the past I really don’t want to remember but I do remember them, but they have made me to who I am today. Really people should learn to not stick their noses in other people’s business I really don’t know what more I can say about that.

I am happy today, I want to be happy forever, the people that reminds me of those horrible things that has happen can be anything really should think about themselves and really think would I want people to remind me of my heartbreaks, my bulling, my bad moments things like that. I mean come on if I am happy you don’t have to start a silly rumor that I say things that I haven’t said, or that I care about the past because I really don’t care about it, everyone has a past, and a baggage, so for the last time DON’T REMIND ME OF THE PAST! 

Next week it is Christmas and really I am looking forward to that, more than anything and I will keep my happy mood forever, smile and be who I am, I am Johanna I am happy, clumbsy and I do tell what I feel and think, and I stand for it.

So here is my short blog today, and I am wishing everyone that reads this post a Happy Christmas, and a happy new year, as I don’t know if I will be here and blog before those holidays.

-Jo