facebook again :@

Okay this thing with facebook is really starting to piss me off. Honest I have never ever had so much drama in my life as I have now when I am a member on facebook. What the hell today I had got a mail from a dude, oh yeah this will get better, apparently I have been talking trash about this dude, and somehow he needed to tell me that he had fucked other girls while he had have a facebook relationship with one girl. Oh yeah grow the fuck up. I couldn’t care less about you, and there is a reason I did delete you as a friend and it might be that I don’t like you as a person!

I really don’t get it why is facebook so full of drama, honest it’s just a community site where you should learn to know new people and get new friends all over the world that’s how I see it. Okay I have got some really good mates on facebook, but hell how many enemies I have got really on that page, there is one question I always ask myself how come they do hate me, get jealous? The thing is that I have this in my fucking real life. That my friends are jealous on me, because I am who I am, I don’t care if you hurt me one time or twice.

My own friend always tells me how they are jealous on me, but I don’t understand how they can be jealous on me, I am just like them, I have grown up in the same village, got bullied and still get told I am ugly. The only differencing is that I did get tired of the bullies and fought them back, I was in a fight with three boys still they didn’t beat me, I beat them I really just got tired of being called Johanna the ugly one, or the idiot that doesn’t know anyone, the girl that never can be loved.

And yet my real friend are jealous of me, they think I look hot, yet why do they always keep telling me that, they should concentrate on them on. But people on facebook I don’t get why they are jealous on me, they don’t know me. The only thing they know about me is how I look in the face, and my legs, honest if they are jealous of how I look they should really stop being jealous on me. The funniest thing I have heard is that I causes problem with a boy and a girl because the girl liked the boy, but honest if I would be so annoying as that girl made me sound like. Why would you talk trash about me, are you scared that people will love/ like me for who I am or do you want to be like me? Real friends shouldn't be jealous of you they should be supporting you and listen to what you tell them!

Now to the thing I might be happy, and don’t show when I am unsure because then you would have the power over me and I would never ever let you idiots have power over me! I control my own happiness and faith not you!

Facebook should really look what other people are doing to each other, there is so much bully on that page, and I have seen lots of it. It is really sad; people should respect the other person. Honest you never know how much you hurt the other one, or what you do to the person, honest if someone is in love why the hell can’t you respect that? I mean if the boy is in love with some other girl you should respect that, I think I am one of them that doesn’t respect that or didn’t but honest, If I know that there is no chance that I can get the person I would respect that he would want someone else! But I know there are people that doesn’t respect that the lad is taken, they talk shit about his girl and say that she will never respect that he has a girlfriend uff that makes me sick just to think about it.

Then we have the boys that doesn’t respect you when you are in a relationship, I have had one that wants me to ditch my own boyfriend and spend valentine’s day with him, why the hell would I want to spend that day with someone that isn’t my boyfriend. There is one thing people really should learn and it is what respect is about, I know that I have to learn that too, but there are more people that have to learn what respect are about!
Respect the other persons wishes, and what him/she says and it will take you much longer in life.

I do know one thing, the hate, the bully will never stop because people are unsure about them self. They should look at them self and take a really good look at them self before they judge other people!

Oh this became a good moaning thing about facebook, there are some good things about facebook too, but honest the bad things comes up more >_< so annoying.

/ Johanna