Love

Okey I will talk about love for one time, this will be so funny to talk about, while I have some shite song on..

Anyway I will start by telling my own experience about love and you can’t judge me because you might have had other feelings!

Okay I will just to say that I have a boyfriend that makes me so shy. All I can hope is that he doesn’t see how red I become in my so cute face as he always say I have. He makes me like a shy little girl I can’t really understand how he can make me be so shy.

He is really the sweetest. Yesterday when we cammed he said I looked absolutely adorable and I don’t need make up, and that second he started to tell me how beautiful I was looking the more I got shy, and wanted to hide from him. Poor him really he sees me so shy that I am actually thinking shit how can that wonderful person love me so much, and yet get me so girly. I don’t use to become so girly before him or the last months.

I know that I have found the right person because no one has made me so shy and so unsure about myself as a person, those feelings I have for my boyfriend is so hard to explain but when we don’t talk it actually hurts in my heart because I miss him so much, when I hear his voice I just want to listen to him for hours, because that voice is the best in this world. When he says I love you Johanna I get complete red in my face thank god he hasn’t seen that. When he talks to me even when I am sad he knows what to say to make me smile, I have someone I can talk to about everything without getting judge. I can say the most stupid thing and all he says is something nice back.

I wouldn’t change him for anyone, because I know he is the best boy out here in this world. No one comes close to his beauty or how he treats other people. He is totally amazing I feel honored that he wants to have me as his girlfriend. Because I know I am far from a good person like he is. I don’t care but all I want is to be a better person so I will not lose him because he is the reason I’m as girly I have become and smile so much as I do.

I wouldn’t change me just get better as a person, I don’t care if people hate me or love me but I would care if my boyfriend starts to think that I have become a bad person because his opinion is something I care about.

I can’t believe I have had him for five months already, honest it has been the best five months in my whole life, probably only one thing that beats this love and it was my heart operation that is the reason I am alive today.

The love I feel now is something that is hard to explain with words, but I feel completely complete like there isn’t anything missing in my life, have anyone else have had that feeling or is it just me?

Please take care of the people you love. Because you might end up losing them, if you don’t take care of them. Stay away from being jealous, if you are together with a person he/she loves you, and if you are jealous you only push them away from you, and you end up losing them or that they are unfaithful or break up with you. That would be my best advice to all my readers.

Peace out!

Love you all, but mostly I love Michael so so so so so so much

/ JJ