Today I really just need to write down things I want to speak about. Why do I have to screw up everything, why does it seem like I do that! I know that I don’t do it but why the hell do I feel like I am screwing things up. I don’t get why I can feel like that but that is how I feel about things.
Sometimes I feel so alone and I am never alone, but no one really understands me. I am trying to talk about it to one person, but it seems like no one are listen to me. That is how I feel about the things, but it is not like that probably. But how can I be dreaming about the things I do. I am trying to be happy but how can I do that when I feel like I am screwing up things.
Now I am thinking in a bad way I know but in the end I need someone to tell me that everything will be okay, no matter what, that things will be okay. I feel alone in this big world. Things are strange sometimes, but I know I am happy and loved. I am always going to have someone that loves me like a princess, like the angel I am.
Now I am going to take all the bad thought out of my head, and think about how happy I am. Because I am so damn happy, I feel loved and even more blessed than I ever have done.
//Johanna
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