Betray

I think that this is something everyone will have in their life from some people they will meet.

The thing is that people always betray you somehow they trash talk you, talk bad things behind your back you can hear them but they will never notice you are there mostly because they are full of talking about you.

I really just realize that people are maniacs they tell you something then they are full of bullshite, I have or had one friend that said to me that I never was there for her, now to the thing I was there for this friend always I even went maniac to a boy she liked and screamed at him how stupid he is for hurting this great person.. When I think about this I really should say sorry to that guy, he didn’t deserve that, anyway then I always was there supporting her, but that isn’t in her mind. The thing was when I almost lost a dear friend, this friend said to me kind this words, Forget about him, if he doesn’t want to be your friend then you can’t do anything. I don’t think she supported me at all, instead she was laughing at me because I became the joke somehow.
Well I have to say I have been betrayed so many times that I can’t even bother to care anymore when they betray me, only if someone I really trust or are really close with would hurt. But the thing is that friend who says you aren’t there for them, when you clearly are is talking so much shite about your back. All I want to do is to punch them to hell or the other side of the earth so I never ever have to see them again.

Then I don’t get girls (mostly them) that they are the worst people of betray you as a person, they always backstab you and leave you there like you are the black sheep, really I wish I could do magic so everyone of my friend could be happy but guess what I can’t, and because of that I get betrayed by them mostly because I tell them the truth as you always should do!

I am sick of false people that betray my trust! I don’t need you in my life and you don’t have to pretend to like me, just tell me the truth and I will be okey, good to know have a good life! Jeez I am getting sick of the bullshite and things are around this world!

Some people think everything is about them BUT wake up everything isn’t about you! It’s about other people not you as you think!

If you want to get to know me then don’t betray me, be my friend and really ask how I feel and support me for once!

I want to tell everyone that this wasn't easy to write about mostly because this is my own thoughts, and I don't like to show what i feel deep inside!