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Today I will write about something that really is on my mind, and about something I like to think about, okey you can call me nerd after this promise! But honest it’s something I like and you will probably not even understand what I mean in the end.

Personal development, this is something that you can say is about how you think as a person and how to remember things, anyway let me start with this! Your memory is perfect but you can’t take the memories out as you want!

Visualize!

You can have different visualizing pictures
- Relaxing pictures mine is being on the beach
- Reinforcing pictures mine is when I won a swimming competition and the feeling I had when I won.
- Goal pictures my goal right now are that I should survive all December.
- Process pictures this is something I actually can do you see the thing when it starts and see the process in the thing you are seeing in the brain, I love to see one thing and then when it goes perfect I feel good.

Affirmation: to consciously repeat positive words or sentences now present as it is like you wish it would be. So say I want to have Steven Gerrard as a boyfriend I should say it like this: Me, Johanna Maria Pyykkö has Steven Gerrard as my handsome boyfriend! I know it’s stupid to take some celebrity but this is just to show what I mean with the thing.
Than I have to share one thing one person has told me: when you believe in yourself the opportunities are endlessly.

Well I don’t except people to understand how you think or are interest in how you think. I know when I start to think how I think it is really strange for others but for me it’s easy as hell. My brain works as a mathematic formula, there for I actually shot myself most of the times because I start to think too much about how big are the probability that I would get what I want. I know it’s stupid to think like that but hey it’s my brain that works like that.

Let us see how do you think? Can you see the things you want and achieve them? I can do that because I would never ever let anyone say it is impossible to get what I want, I really see that I have what I want in my brain and somehow it has helped me get the things I want, but it can take time but in the end I always get what I want.

Well I really know one thing I want to have now a telescope I know you will think I am boring but how fascinate wouldn’t it be to look out in space and see Jupiter, Mars, Uranus, Neptune, and of course Saturn. All the stars, I wish I could go out to space and just forget about the life down here on earth.

I was thinking really much today what works I want to work with and all I can think of is things that makes me think more about physics, mathematics and geography I know it is hard subjects but somehow I think it’s something I would love to work with. I would love to be a scientist. Than I can be alone and no one can tell me what to do or what I should do.

Peace out