No special title really...

So I am looking for a work, have been doing that for so long, but yet I don't get anything, so I apply for university and now I am waiting for the result if I came in or not. I don't have my hopes up though, just feels like I have bad luck when it comes to some things. 

When do you know it is the right time for some things, like starting a family and all that, you need a work for that, but what if I don't get a work the next 5 years I would old and would it be fun to start a family when you are around 33 years old ? 

So many things in my head.. why don't my head answer my questions?